going crazy.

so its 5:30 and im breaking down in tears. doing shit all day has really taken a toll on me. im getting a headache from the heat, its not like i can go buy stuff for hobbies like making a quilt, considering i only have one hand that happens to be my bad hand. i cant go for a walk around the block bcos my foot will blow up. Im honestly going insane. a person can only watch tv, sleep and  be on fb for so long. its really unfair. Then i get so hot that i want to take off my dressings..just imagine, the HOTTEST day wearing a dressing about 2 inches thick around ur arm and foot. its like a sweater. I go to class again so mrs D can change my dressing for the night class to see, & im just cooounting down the seconds. time is going by soooo slooooooow. my bf says hes going to try to get a ride over here but that he cant promise me. so i dont even want to get excited about that. i already know hes not going to come see me this weekend because of the fact he was with me ALL weekend last week. he does need his space. i just want him to realize on his own that he has his space during the week, and i want him to put himself in my shoes...being ALONE all day booored, doing nothing. i look forward to the weekend to see him, and for him to say "i wana hang out w the guys today" it makes me feel bad for trying to tell him no, so i wont. i know he knows im going crazy and bored, he tries to understand the best he can, but no guy will ever understand a girl 100% .