haha well today was chill. babe had to leave me early unfortunately :( my hard working man had to work. so its back to my boring weeks of being confined in these white walls. my burns have been really hurting. im afraid that they are infected more then i think. i just want to heal up already! its so irritating. the fact that even when the skin heals im not going to be able to be out in the sun, sucks! i want this all over already. i have done my fair of suffering already.
anyways theres not much for me to write about other than its sooo funny how things turn out. i never really liked female friends, well at least not CLOSE ones. the one girl i finally had a bff relationship for over years finally reminded me why. i was always keeping my thoughts inside bcos i never wanted to hurt her feelings cos she has the tendency of taking things the wrong way and over exaggerating. well, during my whole "being burned" incident she didnt really show any feelings or concerns. so i finally decided to not care about her feelings and let everything i had bottled up inside, come out. the past year or so i have noticed that she became one of those friends who always had something negative to say. especially about my pictures..."u look real dark here" or "look at u with ur FAKE smile" like really???? common now. i always ignored it till now. so of course i knew she was going to take things the wrong way and instead of saying "im sorry i didnt know i hurt ur feelings im sorry i wasnt a good listener" and admitting that she just didnt TRY to come visit me, she deleted me off fb. haha. childish right? well now i know how important this friendship was.
anyways. tomorrow i will be a ginny pig again for the class,,, and hopefully i will take my final i have been procrastinating on. wish me luck! shooting for 100%
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