mothers day.

i know my mom deserves more then one special day to show thanks. i feel real bad for not expressing myself to her more like i should. i dont know how it is to be a mother bcos i am not one, but i do know how it is to be a daughter. i am blessed to have  a mom to guide me thru life. i make my own decisions now that im getting older, but with the life skills she has taught me. although she may not agree with some, i do trust that i am smart enough to decide. but bcos i love her unconditionally it makes me feel so bad for not obeying every command. my mom has sacrificed so much for my brothers and I. no matter what, she is always has her arms open. No matter how big our fights are, no matter how i hurt her feelings , no matter how wrong we are, she stands with arms wide open. maybe its bcos she didnt have a mom like that, so she understands that as a daughter/son we NEED that. we need that ONE person in LIFE to always have our backs no matter what. she cant break up with us, she cant divorce us, she cant cheat on us....she is truly the meaning of RIDE OR DIE. she became a mom at 13 and hasnt stopped since. she has been beaten emotionally & physically but still succeeds  she never made it passed 8th grade bcos she only had herself, but after years or being TRULY on THE GRIND as a waitress, she went back to school, and proved everyone that no matter how bad life has knocked u down, YOU CAN get back up. some people let it break them and feel sorry, but nope , she used it to her  advantage. i hope one day i can be half as great of a mom as her. i love you mommy <3