the day my momma gave birth.

the reason for my title? um.... i dont want to claim my birthday. At first was because i dont like the fact that my age will no longer end with TEEN...which means im that much closer to becoming 30!!! D:  < me yelling.
but now it is the fact that i cannot celebrate my bday the way i had planned. I have to stay home. . .Right now my pms is getting to me and so i almost wana say i wana just stay in bed all day....but iknow thats not guna happen. my 18th bday and this bday are the worst ever ....so far. small arguement with the stupid other half AGAIN. and of course i made it bigger thanks to pms. well i think? i will determine that tmrw morning. He better surprise me in order for me to think it was the pms. we have the most arguements on my damn period its not even funny. off of lil things. gahh. horrible. he learned to deal w it tho lol. anyways screw that butthead. cant sleep....but obviously daisy (my little poodle) can! i kept hearing her scratch on my parents bed cos she wanted UP since she jumped down to bark her little ass off at who knows what but my parents are knocked out so she had no way of getting up there so she tiptoed into my room and came into bed with me. AND NOW SHE IS SNORING louder then a guy!! no lie. way to use me daisy!! lol okay. till later today.! (:

12:30pm... ive concluded i really dont wna claim my bday. . .i dont even want anyone coming over. & thats the truth. Not even goin on fb cos i dnt want to see the bday wishes. going to take my meds and sleep this day off.

2:40 pm . . .well i guess my frown is upside down!!:D i finally decided to take to vicodin and get some rest because my foot and arm are throbbing once again....it didnt make a difference then taking one. anyways as i was finally drifting into phase one of dreaming my house fone kept ringing...it never rings twice cos we dont use it unless its an important call. THEN i heard the dogs barking and i finally got up and heard my name and an edibles truck outside. i didnt even bother to look at myself in the mirror for one out of two reasons 1) i was so excited 2) i knew i looked so bad that i wasnt guna look any better within a few seconds as if i had both arms... lol... so i go out there and the guy was nice and walked twords me seeing i was crippled lol..of course guys will hit on anything plus i guess im not that bad looking even if i look crappy lol..but yeah idk maybe he was just being extra nice. maybe i was suppose to give him a tip? whoops. sorry kid. im jobless right now anyways. so thank u verrrry much tia and uncle john and thefambam :) it really did put a smile on my face right now. and my goodness are they DELICIOUS !! i never seen such BIG BRIGHT RED strawberries!! my fone camera sucks so u cant tell here but ill post the pic :D yay! i really wish i didnt have to share (i dont but i will) ill allow my mom to have ONE and brendon ....grr i guess ill give him ONE.thank u again tia u hit the jackpot!!!

i know ; jealous right? hehe