lights out.

well its 10:40 and after a hectic emotional day; i managed to lay in bed with a smile...in pain, but still smiling. with my step pops being so childish sometimes and always being in a mood to give lectures or throw low blows it gets kind of irritating, then mom being too much like me we get irritated with each other. . .reminds me why im never home. . .my better half ended up coming over and thankfully lightened up my mood. we have that relationship where we know each other so well, but not until this accident did i realize just how much he knows me. i love having a sense of security with him. i just realized today though, that i know theyres going to be some issues the next month and a half or so. . .u know, me not being able to drive, him not driving. . .i cant force him to come over every weekened, but iknow its going to hurt him going out having fun while im stuck at home bored with burns :/

God please help me. . .