it happened so fast i dont really remember details. it was a deep small pan with about an inch of oil. i hadnt dried the pan so it was a little wet... i started cutting the potatoes and apparently i hadnt lowered the stove. for some reason i turned to look at the stove, and i seen about a foot long fire about to reach the top of the stove fan. it wasnt my house & was scared of burning down the kitchen. i grabbed the pan and moved it so fast that the oil spilt all over me causing a quick flame to transfer onto my right arm, at that second i through the pan which then made oil spill on my left foot. i ran to the back restroom crying and once i saw my arm i yelled. it looked as bad as it felt but of course we never picture our own skin being melted off. at first joseph thought i had just burned myself a little but when he seen my arm and heard me yell he helled me and let me yell un his shoulder...he stayed strong cos i was weak. i didnt even put my hand in cold water bcos i didnt know wat was going to make it hurt more. i dont have regular insurance so i didnt want a medic coming thanks to this stupid ass insurance issue this damn government has, i didnt want a huge bill. so my bby and his momma drove all the way to watts!!! meanwhile my mother in law was crying in the back seat insisting on calling my mother , joe finally gave her his fone and she called my mom crying..my mom then left work from coasta mesa and met us there..when i got there they didnt hesitate to take me in...they cooled it out with sterile water bcos reg water has clorine and it would burn. after about 4 1/2 hrs, 4 Tylenol #3's & i believe a morphine shot, i was finally out.
day#2 i had to return so they can change my dressing.....and just like i knew i felt, i had huuuge blisters!! at first i wanted to cry but i had my bf w me to keep my spirits up nd keep positive.
day#3 was yesterday i FINALLY toook a body shower,,,, kinda hard to do it w only my right foot being the only limb NOT burned. mom had to do it for me. . .kinda embarrassing but i just laughed it off still trying to keep my spirits up.
day#4 [easter] it finally hit me today. . . this morning mom nd pops woke me up to go to easter breakfast. . .i got up couldnt even do my hair....couldnt change my own bra; and i saw it was raining so i wanted to put a long sleeve but couldnt find one big enough to let my arm go through. . .ThEN i couldnt find any shoes other then ghetto white slippers. . .so i finally gave up and stayed home.... i finally broke dwn nd cried but stoped...im not like before; i hate showing my tears due to ppl thinking i want there damn sympathy.
so my momma brought me breakfast. pops changed my dressing since one of the blisters poped on its own a little... i walk w a limp due to my burn on my foot. i can barley do anything! it sucks. now i just found out my bf isnt going to come over...which kinda upsets me just cuz im always going over there, but i guess i gota deal w it; he helped me alot thru this. . .i just needed his support today since its a bad day for me....oh AND i started my period :"( FMD [fuck my day] anyways ill post pics here for ppl who read my blog.PLZ follow. . if not ill just stop lol
Day1: looks like a melted green olive
Day:2 disgusting!!!
i cleaned it today but forgot to take pictures. . . still looks kinda the same.
walked out smiling.
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